ytd wasn't a gd dae f0r mi
still t0t tt the m00d 0f getting smth tt ii alwai wan badly wld be excited n happi
but ended up everything turn 0ut nasty.
haf a tiff wif bf's ytd...
feel reali reali tire 0f carry 0n tis relati0nship
was telling myself y am ii alwai suffering in tis wr0ld?
ii hate mai mum h0nestly since i'm a accident bady she sldn't haf kip mi alive
if she ab0rt mi last tym ii wun be suffering nw?
well N0 ii sldn't haf tink 0f tis..
haiish jus s0 F! stress abt mai wk,pers0nal staff
ii nid a break...
