sry peeps, t0 kip ue all waiting.
haiish ii del mai previ0us bl0g due t0 sum uncivilized craps
hu cme n spam all rubbish tag in mai bl0g.
well t0 be frank wif all 0f ue..
if ue DISLIKE mi simply jus fuck 0ff frm mai bl0g,
0r best iish dun click int0 tis link.
f0r ur inf0r dere iish al0t f0rmi t0 update..
Saturday<23.08.2008>
ytd was a bad dae f0r mi..
ii nve had felt s0 l0st,sad n angry bef0re.
n tt the first tym ii h0ld mai tear till nitex den ii started crying.
wad happend? ii had a quarrel wif "him"
n it the first tym ii went hm al0ne with0ut his c0ncern.
in the rain sum m0re wif n0 umbrella n the rain dr0p was quite heavy.
under the rain ii was s0 c0ld n was injure but ii kip 0n h0ping tt he will chase 0ut
aft ii left his hse.but he din..
ii recieve his c0r 0nli aft ii b0ard the bus.
haiish
ii stared t0 feel i'm l0nely.
ii dun haf ani fren.n0 1 lyk mi.
even mai b'dae n0 1 rem.inclubing mai parent.
s0 b'dae t0 mi iish jus a w0rd which ii cant be b0ther ab0ut.
we were 0k aft tt. c0s mai heart cant bear t0 leave him alth0ugh ii
reali veri sad n anry 0n wad he had d0ne.
ii hate myself f0r being s0 weak when cme t0 friendship & relati0nship.
ii can even sacrifice mai life t0 exchange all the gd thing ii dreaming f0r.
h0nestly i'm reali jeal0us 0f all mai fren.
they r gd l00king, l0t 0f fren, smart
but wad ii seen f0r myself iish
fat,ugly,fren-less n t00pid.
enuff 0f all the sad thing ler wad ii h0ping f0r nw iish all the gd thing t0 cme.
*hubby ii jus wan t0 be pamper by ue c0s n01 ever pamper mi
inclubing mai parent can ue jus be m0repatient wif mi? ):
ue cant expect a fire t0 becme a water,
0r a devil t0 becme aangel jus wad ue wan.
ii am inpatient yes ii n0e,
ii am sh0rt temper yes ii n0e,
ii am unreas0narable yes ii n0e,
but tt iish wad ii was b0rn wif.
survial in a rear with0ut family c0ncern
survial in a w0rld w/o real fren
h0w c0uld ue expect mi t0 change in such a sh0rt limit 0f tym?
haiish
let tink abt it barhx.
