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Monday, October 26, 2009 @
recently al0t 0f thing happen...
n th0se thing happen t0 mi iish all related t0 $
haiish
s0 happening n unexpected thing t0 turn 0ut lyk a mess f0r mi
s0 tire alreadi...
"CAN ANI0NE JUS KIPPNAP MI?! AND AB0ND0N MI"
feel lyk being al0ne n leave everything related 0r n0t related t0 mi by a side
mai life iish full 0f shit that all ii can c0mment ab0ut myself...
h0pe all the suay thing jus fck 0f mai life even it was t0 use 10yr 0f mai life t0 exchange
this w0rld isn't full 0f miracle 0f mi it FULL 0F SHIT!!
shower mi wif luvs.(:

9:00 AM笨蛋爱傻瓜Y

Wednesday, October 21, 2009 @
currently having lunch nw
had black pepper crabmeat seafood p0rridge frm la0 pau sat
hmm taste 0k0k 0nli but it ex...
haiish
tis m0nth i'm trying dam hard t0 save f0r mai future use..
but w0nder h0w much can ii ever save wif sux a l0w pay =.=
sian...
dun0 wad t0 p0st lerr...
just h0pe th0se suffering dae will cme t0 an end s00n~
shower mi wif luvs.(:

12:59 PM笨蛋爱傻瓜Y

Monday, October 19, 2009 @
t0dae i'm d0wn wif a gastrict pain again
which mean i'm 0n mai 4th MC still ii started wking =X
guess mai b0ss mus be freaking du lan mi l0ls..
ii 0s0 dun wan de marhx ):
ii n0e it a veri bad impressi0n since i'm still 0n pr0bati0n
n 0s0 a bad habit...
but i'm left wif n0 ch0ice
i'm lacking 0f slp!!
if nt bec0s ii wanna earn $ f0r better future
ii might as well 24hr shut myself up at hm n slp
but ii n0e ii cant haiish
sian luh...
jus h0pe g0d get pity 0f mai c0nditi0n n let mai parent, bf
strike 1milli0n :X
can at hm shake leg
but den well i'm living in realistic w0rld
WAKE UP!! WAKE UP!!
haiya wadever it iish
ii jus s0 lazy in everything
hubby went will ue becme a milli0nare s0 tt ii can be a
stress-free tai tai?
=X
l0ls
2hr m0re t0 mai pay dae...
n tml bf will be wking frm 10.30pm n 7.30am
he iish nt rite beside mi ):
n0 0ne kiss mi gd nitex
awww ):
I HATE WKING LAH!
_l_ fk if 0nli every1 dun haf t0 wk




Qu0te:
I believe in a real, physical world. I figure if the world existed only in my mind, it would pay more attention to me.

shower mi wif luvs.(:

9:57 PM笨蛋爱傻瓜Y

Thursday, October 15, 2009 @
argh~s0 tire ):
hw ii h0pe singap0re haf tis which iish all ppl wk 4 dae's n rest 3 dae's
but it jus s0 imp0ssible
haiish
having the current 2 dae 0f rest (wkend)
ii find it isn't enuff f0r th0se hu r wking~
c0s we wk m0re den we rest!!
if let sae rule were t0 change f0r 0ur nxt generati0n
as in wad ii menti0n jus nw wk 4 dae's rest 3 dae's
den even ii die ler ii 0s0 will g0 hell c0mplain
"yan l0u wang" (king 0f hell)
:X


wk alredi s0 tire
still haf t0 c0ncern abt pers0nal financial pr0blem cum relati0nship n family
n0 w0nder whenever ii suffer frm a seri0us headache
the d0c ask mi: "are ue in stress"
mai answer alwai came wif a "N0"
t00 pai sey t0 tell the truth
c0s ii dun even n0e wad causes mai stress
xD


sum hw ii dun haf tym t0 even breath 0nli when hanging 0ut wif fren
but well h0nestly ii dun haf much fren...
s0 n0rmally ii will jus r0t at bf's hse tt make mai
wkend wasted ):
haiish
jus the age 0f 18 ii started t0 seen al0t 0f fact tt
y when ii was y0ung th0se adult alwai sae
wah xia0 hai zi zhen ha0 ming (kid r s0 f0rtunate)
nw ii finali understand wad it mean
it true being a kid, ue dun haf t0 wry s0 much abt financial matter
aww y am ii sayin all tt?
idk...
can ii jus tak a break?


ii nid a sh0ulder t0 lead 0n
ii nid a listening ear t0 listen
ii nid a place t0 hide
ii nid a hug tt warm mi up when i'm sad
ii nid sum1 hu understand mi
ii nid luv frm 0thers hu d0esn't luv mi
):
an0ther dae g0ne...

shower mi wif luvs.(:

8:32 PM笨蛋爱傻瓜Y

Tuesday, October 13, 2009 @
ytd wasn't a gd dae f0r mi
still t0t tt the m00d 0f getting smth tt ii alwai wan badly wld be excited n happi
but ended up everything turn 0ut nasty.
haf a tiff wif bf's ytd...
feel reali reali tire 0f carry 0n tis relati0nship
was telling myself y am ii alwai suffering in tis wr0ld?
ii hate mai mum h0nestly since i'm a accident bady she sldn't haf kip mi alive
if she ab0rt mi last tym ii wun be suffering nw?
well N0 ii sldn't haf tink 0f tis..
haiish jus s0 F! stress abt mai wk,pers0nal staff
ii nid a break...
shower mi wif luvs.(:

12:09 PM笨蛋爱傻瓜Y

Monday, October 12, 2009 @
haiish in the end ii din get mai LG j0y 0r sumsung pix0n
nvm ii shall wk hard t0 gain it..
t0dae tym pass dam sl0w luh =.=
ppl m0ndae blue ii m0ndae BLACK arh!!
>: (
bef0re g0ing t0 wk t0dae ii f0rget t0
tak mai wallet!!
dam slpy ):
ii miss mai bed al0t~
well bef0re tt ytd nitex mit up wif zhiwen n c0 again
tis tym r0und ii sld nt add in the w0rd c0? :0
idk...sum1 seem s0 negatively
dere iish n0 wai we c0uld help him 0r tell him wad he sld d0
c0s all 0f us alreadi tried but he seem s0 insist 0f being al0ne...
can tell mi in tis w0rld hu dun get vex 0ver m0ney pr0blem?
hu dun get sad when ue did smth regretful?
hu dun tink 0f g0ing bck t0 the past?
hu dun get l0w self-esteem when ue c sum1 beta den ue?
N0NE!
well ue see..
sumtym ii hate myself t00 until t0 the extent ii feel lyk ending mai life
but ii still alive c0s ii n0e it all fate.
every1 haf his 0wn hist0ry it jus tt everydae every1 iish face-ing different ting
if jus up t0 ue t0 change it...
sumtym i'm sad but ii still make every1 ard mi smile n thing nth happen t0 mi
WHY?
c0s ii n0e if ii suffer al0ne ii might as well let the pers0n surr0unding mi
nt w0rry abt mi but smile tgt wif mi...
but f0r ur case ue'r different
ue'r jus making ppl hu c0ncern ue n care f0r ue t0 w0rry
yea ii n0e sumtym being al0ne is0lating urself iish g00d
at least ue haf sum tym t0 peace ur mind
well...wad we wanted t0 say we haf sae...
making all ppl ard ue suffer tgt wif ue it ur chi0ce...
n0 1 f0rce ue..rem ch0ice iish ur...
it change it 0r jus t0 leave it iish up t0 ue (:
shower mi wif luvs.(:

12:06 PM笨蛋爱傻瓜Y

Sunday, October 11, 2009 @
0nce again it sundae alreadi..
the m00d 0f getting t0 wk iish lyk =.=
haiish enj0yable dae iish alwai ended wif a FULL STOP so suddenly
tym reali pass lyk "Zommmmmm"
a RS-8 0r skyline will pass thr0ugh mi wif a full speed :0


well...ii jus w0ke up f0r a fun n exhausted nitex
ytd went t0 j0h0r t0 sh0p f0r mai 0ffice wear
ended up ii 0nli f0und 2 cl0th but n0ne skirt
s0 br0ught dem (:
went t0 Neway (m'sia kb0x) f0r singing sessi0n..
sing n play frm 1-4pm plus den headed t0 sh0p f0r thing
f0rget t0 menti0n ppl hu went j0h0r wif mi
there iish:
mi,bf's,zhiwen,huimin,ah di,su sien
the 6's 0f us...
all 6's 0f usg0 wif empty handed n cme bck wif al0t 0f thing :X
especially mi l0ls...
bef0re the singing sessi0n went t0 k0k wang cafe t0
had 0ur heavy breakfast awa lunch
bla bla....
den sh0p ard in ci mitysquare
den mai Ah Bu (su sien)
suggested t0 g0 wad suetera mall
which iish 10min cabb j0unrey frm j0h0r
reach dere but we 0nli haf limited tym left t0 sh0p as it was ard 7+ alreadi.
s0 gan chi0ng till quite a l0t 0f sh0p missed t0 sh0p
"wad a waste trip"
but well at least we gt smth dere :X
aft sh0pping went t0 ate a m'sia KFC
the meal in KFC iish dam F! Cheap~
ue imagine in singapore
3pcs chicken meal c0st ue SGD$8.40
but in m'sia it 0nli c0sted ue RM 11.50
which mean in S'p0re it lyk less den $6.00
l0ls...
br0ught sum gr0ceries hm f0r mai parent.
reach hm at ard 11+pm
went hm sh0wer pack mai ting headed dw t0 hubby hse
f0r drinking sessi0n at his hse dwstair
drink quite al0t till ii headache =\
tink tt all t0 bl0g
ltd g0ing t0 mit pee ann n c0.
n 0s0 get mai LG j0y :D
whee~
shower mi wif luvs.(:

3:40 PM笨蛋爱傻瓜Y

Wednesday, October 7, 2009 @
recently during wk ii felt tt there iish plenty 0f pending wk
still waiting f0r mi t0 d0 it feel s0 exhausted =.=
ii w0nder iish mai j0b sc0pe m0re lyk admin 0r m0re lyk l0aded
=.=
carry tis n tt trying wai t0 squeeze th0se t0n n t0n 0f t00pid file int0 a cabinate
ended up s0 mani bruise n injury =\
still gt s0 much f0r mi t0 suffer
if let sae ii were t0 live till the age 0f 65yr's 0ld
tt mean up t0 date ii will still haf t0 suffer 47yr's m0re
0h mai tian~
sian...
h0pe th0se suffering tym faster 0ver barhx (:
well ii mus be cheerful :D
shower mi wif luvs.(:

11:15 AM笨蛋爱傻瓜Y

Thursday, October 1, 2009 @
t0dae was a n0rmal dae but it s0 c0r a special dae f0r mi?
it mi n bf's 2yr's n 1mth anniversary...
th0ught we did nt celebrate 0nli a simple sms f0r each other...
but guess it happi f0r b0th 0f us alreadi...
c0unldn't aff0rt aniting f0r him tt y ii seal mai heart n let him plae wad he wishing
t0 plae...wad ever shit c0r SA
well...tt the 0nli ting ii c0uld d0 f0r him...
n0 matter hw much ii dislyk him f0r playing game bt ii n0e
0ther den letting him plae wad he wan the rest ii cant gif him...
i'm a l0usy gf...
ii cnt gif him a gd life, ii cnt help him wif his financial pr0blem
haiish...
tink letting him GAME iish the best gift n chi0ce f0r him..
he lyk it t00 isn't it?

shower mi wif luvs.(:

11:35 PM笨蛋爱傻瓜Y

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