jus cme bck frm mai cycling frm bf hse t0 east c0ast...
while cycling suddenly al0t 0f negative thing wen thr0ugh mai th0ught...
tear alm0st r0ll dw mai cheeck bt ii f0rce myself t0 h0ld it bck as ii n0e n0 0ne
ever b0ther...
ii hate being in luv even when ii n0e ppl r finding f0r their luv...
y ii hate being in luv? c0s ii scare t0 l0se...
haiish...
nw pending f0r mai wk t0 start 0n 14 Sep ii started t0 tink...
wad if ii g0 n wk wad w0uld he be d0ing at hm?
will he s0 int0 his game until he f0rget he still haf mi?
well idk...
ii reali haf plenty 0f qus f0r myself...
first qus...
-y wldn't ii trust him? iish it c0s ii luv him t00 much till i'm afraid t0 l0se him?
-y ii dun lyk him game s0 much as ii n0e it part 0f his h0bby? c0s ii scare he might lyk sum1 else 0n9 as we n0e each 0ther frm gaming 0s0...
-y ii jus cant be p0sitive while wif him? c0s ii n0e he iish t00 gd f0r mi... etc;l00k n ....
-y ii jus cant understand wad he iish tinking at tym? c0s wad ii n0e iish i'm reali reali afraid t0 l0se him....
iish tis all mai answer?
idk...
well if he wanna leave he will leave...
it a fact tt ii cant change...maybe ii sld tink p0sitive n st0p l00kin bckward 0f wad haf happen 2yr ag0...
ii sld be fair t0 him...
yeapp indeed..ii sld nt bring the past int0 mai present nw...
jus wanna tell him
8 w0rd, 3 letter 1 meaning
I LOVE YOU!
while cycling suddenly al0t 0f negative thing wen thr0ugh mai th0ught...
tear alm0st r0ll dw mai cheeck bt ii f0rce myself t0 h0ld it bck as ii n0e n0 0ne
ever b0ther...
ii hate being in luv even when ii n0e ppl r finding f0r their luv...
y ii hate being in luv? c0s ii scare t0 l0se...
haiish...
nw pending f0r mai wk t0 start 0n 14 Sep ii started t0 tink...
wad if ii g0 n wk wad w0uld he be d0ing at hm?
will he s0 int0 his game until he f0rget he still haf mi?
well idk...
ii reali haf plenty 0f qus f0r myself...
first qus...
-y wldn't ii trust him? iish it c0s ii luv him t00 much till i'm afraid t0 l0se him?
-y ii dun lyk him game s0 much as ii n0e it part 0f his h0bby? c0s ii scare he might lyk sum1 else 0n9 as we n0e each 0ther frm gaming 0s0...
-y ii jus cant be p0sitive while wif him? c0s ii n0e he iish t00 gd f0r mi... etc;l00k n ....
-y ii jus cant understand wad he iish tinking at tym? c0s wad ii n0e iish i'm reali reali afraid t0 l0se him....
iish tis all mai answer?
idk...
well if he wanna leave he will leave...
it a fact tt ii cant change...maybe ii sld tink p0sitive n st0p l00kin bckward 0f wad haf happen 2yr ag0...
ii sld be fair t0 him...
yeapp indeed..ii sld nt bring the past int0 mai present nw...
jus wanna tell him
8 w0rd, 3 letter 1 meaning
I LOVE YOU!
