currently nw iish mai lunch tym...
feeling hungry but there iish nth 0r $ f0r mi t0 eat except instant n00dle..
been eating bread,n00dle n biscuit ii tink f0r lyk g0ing 1mth
n ii started t0 feel disgusted cum sian..
when will tis type 0f dae 0ver f0r mi?
it jus seem lyk a disater f0r mi...
everydae smell the gd f00d tt mai c0lleague br0ught
feel sad but wad can ii d0?
lent $ frm mai fren again?
alwai lenting $ frm 0thers,
ii feel s0 ashame...
i'm nt sumb0dy wif n0 hand 0r feet but y am ii still
suffering frmt is fate?
haiish...
ii hate the wai ii am nw...
ii dun lyk depenting 0n 0thers..
ii 0ther depend 0n myself...
"he" use t0 sae he will d0 wad ever wai t0 make mi the
m0st xin fu gal in tis w0rld
h0nestly ii dun..
ii wun blame him f0r tt c0s ii n0e..
ii sld nt ask f0r m0re
wad ever it iish nw
ii jus h0pe wad ever shit g0na happen jus 0ne sh0t happen t0 mi...
fck man..
LIFE SUX!
n0thing perfect in tis w0rld?yea ii believe
tt iish the reas0n y nth perfect/g00d ever fall 0n mi
if ii haf a tiny ch0ice t0 make
the chi0ce will be
...
...
let mi g0ne f0rever......
1:15 PM笨蛋爱傻瓜Y
Tuesday, September 22, 2009 @
was bl0gging in the 0ffice nw...
jus had a b0wl 0f maggie ee f0r mai lunch
n wen t0 a sm0ke break while chatting wif hubby 0n the f0ne...
ii jus realise ii dam fat NW!
ah di they all iish rite mai tight indeed lyk pig tr0tter ):
sian ii 0s0 lazy t0 g0 mai l0nd0n weight nw l0ls...
aniwai...
tink tis sat as usual will g0 cycling wif c0.
awww ii h0pe ii can shake 0ff th0se FAT frm everywhr 0f mai b0dy
except sum place :X
feeling slpy rite nw but lucky t0dae tym pass lyk r0cket xD
h0ping sat faster arrive :D
0h ya cming mth gt al0t 0f activity as well as dec planned al0t 0f ting >.<
Activity for Oct:
*Lantern Festival celebrati0n wif c0.
* g0ing j0h0r wif c0.(date nt yet cfm)
*g0ing msia wif family
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Activity for Nov:
*Celebrate hubby b'dae wif him
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nt yet plan
Activity for Dec:
*Grand B'dae celebrati0n f0r 5 pax
*X'mas 0uting
*Genting Trip?
=============================================================tink tt all l0ls..
dun tink s0 far yet $ haben earn tink 0f s0 mani place t0 g0 ler
=.="
aniwai...
reali appreciate f0r g0d letting mi t0 n0e hubby, and ah di they all as well as bitch
(:
they r indeed a true frens.
1:11 PM笨蛋爱傻瓜Y
Monday, September 21, 2009 @
12:18 PM笨蛋爱傻瓜Y
Thursday, September 17, 2009 @
yay!! ii luv mai current dam luch :D
as c0mpare t0 mai th0se pervi0us j0b tis was the best
glad tt all mai c0lleague iish friendly
t0dae lunch ii haf free meal c0s mai department by rite gt 8 ppl
include manager n asst manager
but b0th 0f dem din j0in us f0r meal s0 dere iish 6 0f us
all 0f dem br0ught hm c00k fd n heat it at pantry
l0ls...
s0 mani fd t0 eat
xD
tis cming m0n iish public h0lidae w0nder wad iish the cming event
ii will haf...
hmm tink tt all since ii started wk nth t0 bl0g abt ..
=\
7:25 PM笨蛋爱傻瓜Y
Tuesday, September 15, 2009 @
wk was fine...
hahas mai first dae get t0 n0e all mai department c0lleague
(:
gt t0 rem all mai passw0rd g0d =="
hmm n quite happi tt mai sit area iish veri c0zy...
a place whrby b0sses cant c wad i'm d0ing :X
s0 0n9 MSN n plae faceb00k muhahaa
well true aft ii star wking ii find tt tym reali pass veri fast
ended wk at 5.30pm
t0dae gt a new frm mai seni0r tt the c0mpany will
sp0ns0r 0ur department $100 each pers0n f0r m'sia trip
it 0n the 9,10th 0ct which iish 0n fri n sat
gd leh during 0ffice hr g0 l0ls
k narhx i'm tire n slpy
nve slp well f0r dae
g0na slp nitex....
8:11 PM笨蛋爱傻瓜Y
Sunday, September 13, 2009 @
t0dae was mai last dae 0f s0 c0r h0lidae...
l0ls...
c0s tml g0na be mai first dae 0f wk...
well p0st f0r ytd n t0dae first tml ting dun tink abt it first
(:
ytd went cycling wif bf's, ahdi, huimin, zhiwen, pee ann, su sien
t0tal 7 0f us
the destinati0n same ting started 0ff frm bf hse...
bef0re tt went t0 bf's hse dwstair c0ffee sh0p f0r a break bef0re
setting 0ff n glad tt bitch msg pee ann surprisingly
n make him s0 happi :X
hmm slack f0r awhile den aft tt pr0cess 0ur j0urney t0
sengkang c0mplex f0r t0ur...
0n the wai t0 sengkang
can sae ii alm0st l0st mai life 0n the r0ad...
but luckily ii save bck mai life bt still i'm injure
):
was feeling disapp0inted wen we c0ntinue the j0urney
c0s bf dun seem t0 care abt mi
well even he did ii 0s0 dun0 it jus seem lyk he cant be b0ther n jus c0ntinue cycling
): haiish
aft sumtym 0f c00l dw
even hw much the pain iish killin mi (gastric flu, injury 0n mai leg)
ii jus c0ntinue cycle
rested at 0ne 0f the bus-st0p ard sengkang
finali bf's sh0w his c0ncern bt ii tink iish ah di n pee ann ask him t00
):
haiish...
nvm abt tt...
reached sengkang c0mplex wen t0 the huge 7-eleven which s0 far ii seen
in sg
br0ught sum snack n drink den wen t0 sengkang farm way
t0 slack n rest awhile...
slack lyk half an hr? c0ntinue 0ur j0urney bck t0 bf's hse
reached n tis tym mai gastric flu iish reali killin mi but n0 ch0ice haf t0 bear wif it
slack awhile again at bf's hse dwstair
t0 0ur surprise it alwai 5.30am
all wen t0 bf hse f0r a bath
den suddenly all fell aslp l0ls~
tt all f0r ytd
den jus nw went t0 AMK A-star (0ur usual hang 0ut place f0r nw)
wif ah di (MR PINK) hee hee xD, zhiwen,pee ann well 0f c0s bf's
slack n chit chat will zhiwen n pee ann b00k in
br0ught bread,ham n cheese f0r mai breakfast f0r tis wh0le wk
tt all hm sweet hm at 10.30
g0na slp s00n :D
h0pe tml can wake up
l0ls...
X.X bless
0h ya...t0dae dere iish 0ne j0ke f0r mi..hee hee
it a secret xD
dun wanna thr0w tt particular pers0n face xP
h0r?
haha nitex all~
11:24 PM笨蛋爱傻瓜Y
Saturday, September 12, 2009 @
jus wake up f0r mai slp xD
s0 tire as ii slp at ard 10.30am lidat till nw...
ytd 11.09.09 mi,bee bee,zilin,huimin,ah di n zhiwen
we had 0ur r0unding sessi0n f0r the wh0le entire dae...
tire but fun :D
9.15am wake up den prepare t0 mit ah di n zhiwen t0 acc dem t0 c0llect l0rry..
10.40am mit uo wif zhiwen 0n the bus t0 amk interchanget0 mit ah di...
11.05am mit up wif ah di ler wen t0 t00k bus 130 at amk interhcange t0 balestier
yea rite balestier t0 c0llect 0ur rental l0rry...
the rest 0f the tym cant reali rem..
it was drizzling lyk cat n d0g in the m0rning was praying hard f0r it t0 st0p
den while we 0n the wai t0 c0llect l0rry the rain dr0p iish reali heavy
abt wry tt 0ur r0unding sessi0n f0r t0nitex will cr0p up
but heng ti g0ng b0 pi >.< abit wet thr0ught... t00k sum newspaper t0 sit 0n it first n wh00t~
it tym t0 set 0ff... went t0 t0p up diesel den first destinasti0n wen iish t0 fetch huimin
first wen t0 bishan ITE bt c0r her n den she sae she din g0 sch
=.="
den c0r her t0 prepare den dw t0 bee bee hse first...
fetch her everything d0ne..
den t0 zhiwen camp at karanji t0 get his army stuff aft tt wen t0 mai hse t00k tv plae wif y0shi
awhile left t0 haf 0ur late lunch cum breakfast aft finish 0ur late lunch
wen t0 plaza t0 pick zilin s0 all 0ff us da0 qi ler... set 0f t0 zhiwen hse put his stuff again...
den bee bee hse...
den finali t0 changi village den huimin n zilin kip suggest t0 g0 0CH
but ah di n mi dun wan c0s we pan dang nw iish 7th mth
l0ls aft tt awhile huimin suggested t0 g0 LIM CHU KANG visit her ah g0ng
=.=
ended uo we g0 dere find a wulu wulu place t0 test drive all 0f us haf 0ur
little experience 0n driving was fun..
bt was sad tt n0 0ne dare t0 l0ng bang mai car wen ii drive
WTH~
aft tt wen bck t0 bf place t0 pick his parent n his br0 t0 east c0ast
at east c0ast mi, huimin n zilin at 1 c0rner we g0ssip abt guy
while bf, ah di n zhiwen an0ther side g9ssip abt gal l0ls j0king xD
aft tt wen t0 changi village t0 had 0ur super late dinner
den aft tt wen t0 c ah gua l0ls...
den send bf parent n br0 hm first
they reached hm den we c0ntinue 0ur r0unding
bt cant tink 0f a place s0 headed t0 chinese garden feed m0sq
l0ls till bth ler went t0 mai hse use t0ilet
aft tt send zilin hm f0ll0w by huimin...
s0 left mi,bf, ah di n zhiwen we went bck t0 balestier t0 return the l0rry
den cab-ed hm frm dere..
aft 1 tiring dae finali hm sweet hm...
thx ah di f0r planing tis event tis was fun :D
ii believe all 0f us did enj0y 0urself..
tt all g0ing cycling later
9:03 PM笨蛋爱傻瓜Y
Wednesday, September 9, 2009 @
t0dae iish a special dae...
nt as in a special 0ccati0n f0r myself
BUT
it a special dae f0r every0ne...
wad ii mean?
t0dae iish 09-09-09 (09 Sep 2009)
well jus br0wse thr0ugh sum rdm ppl bl0g...
was quiet sad n envy?
c0s sum 0f dem reali blessed wif a happi life n yet sum
d0es nt haf a happi life but they r beautiful...
wad ii mean by beautiful?
0f c0s th0se type tt guy r l00king f0r nw adae... :D
well..ii shall nt envy t00 much either...
c0s ii n0e even hw much ii envy ppl tt iish jus envy...
ii cant d0 anithing t0 garb h0ld 0ther ppl happiness...
sum tym ii reali hate my parent...
they gif mi such a fate tt i'm ugly, fat, l0nely...
eventually all the bad ting
h0nestly speaking ii reali feel lyk finding a
true fren which will 24/7 be by mai side sharing 0ur st0ry tgt..
but well...ii dun even dare t0 h0pe f0r tis t0 happen...
i'm afraid tt ii will be 0nce been hurt again
well maybe tt mai fate t0 be alwai al0ne facing all the
harshness abt life
wen tt dae cme wen i'm g0ne in tis w0rld ii jus h0pe ppl ard mi
rem mi...(:
well t0dae iish 09.09.09 sld be a ji li dae
n0 n0 saying..
blessed th0se hu marry,mummy to be n s0 0n t0dae
chang chang jiu jiu
11:01 PM笨蛋爱傻瓜Y
Tuesday, September 8, 2009 @
t0dae early in the m0rning went t0 raffle t0 sign mai app0intment letter... reach dere ard 9am..aft signing went t0 the arcade building
f0r mai medical check up...
nve n0e tt b0dy check up s0 ma fan de...
nid t0 tak bl00d test, urine test, x-ray n tak height & weight
the tak bl00d test tt part s0 scary paran0id tt it will be painful
in the end hai ha0 :D
but aft the bl00d test ii feel weak lyk n0 strength...
aft the wh0le ting d0ne went hm...
use c0m den slp...
tt all f0r t0dae....
see? mai w0und nw blue black...
till nw still n0 strength
):
9:56 PM笨蛋爱傻瓜Y
Monday, September 7, 2009 @
t0dae slp till 2.30pm cai wake up...
c0s using c0m till 4am lidat ytd den slp...
haf a weird dream abt mai dad n mai br00 killin mi
L0ls ridicul0us dream =.= nvm...
can sae t0dae was a r0tting dae f0r mi
s0 1 dae jus wasted lidat..
haiish...
6 m0re dae freed0m g0ne n ii haf t0 f0cus 0n mai wk..
7.05pm went t0 mai hse nearby tak passp0st f0t0...
den aft tt br0ught sushi hm t0 eat..
b0ring rite?
ii 0s0 guess s0...
tink ii dun c0ntinue mai p0st f0r t0dae le
wink will b0red ue guy up l0ls...
T0 sum0ne: hey buddy cheer up...dun kip th0se negative th0ught in ur mind...
let it 0ut...ii n0e hw ue feeling rite nw...n ii n0e it isn't easy f0r ue t0 jus ease the painfulness
awai...but ue haf all 0f us ard supp0rting ue...
ue'r nt al0ne
if ue carry 0n letting th0se negative th0ught c0ntr0ling ue
tink aren't g0na turn beta bt 0nli making ue miserable...
c'm0n gif urself chance t0 f0rget all the hurt n pain..
we'r alwai dere...
cheer......
9:47 PM笨蛋爱傻瓜Y
Sunday, September 6, 2009 @
jus cme bck frm mai cycling frm bf hse t0 east c0ast...
while cycling suddenly al0t 0f negative thing wen thr0ugh mai th0ught...
tear alm0st r0ll dw mai cheeck bt ii f0rce myself t0 h0ld it bck as ii n0e n0 0ne
ever b0ther...
ii hate being in luv even when ii n0e ppl r finding f0r their luv...
y ii hate being in luv? c0s ii scare t0 l0se...
haiish...
nw pending f0r mai wk t0 start 0n 14 Sep ii started t0 tink...
wad if ii g0 n wk wad w0uld he be d0ing at hm?
will he s0 int0 his game until he f0rget he still haf mi?
well idk...
ii reali haf plenty 0f qus f0r myself...
first qus...
-y wldn't ii trust him? iish it c0s ii luv him t00 much till i'm afraid t0 l0se him?
-y ii dun lyk him game s0 much as ii n0e it part 0f his h0bby? c0s ii scare he might lyk sum1 else 0n9 as we n0e each 0ther frm gaming 0s0...
-y ii jus cant be p0sitive while wif him? c0s ii n0e he iish t00 gd f0r mi... etc;l00k n ....
-y ii jus cant understand wad he iish tinking at tym? c0s wad ii n0e iish i'm reali reali afraid t0 l0se him....
iish tis all mai answer?
idk...
well if he wanna leave he will leave...
it a fact tt ii cant change...maybe ii sld tink p0sitive n st0p l00kin bckward 0f wad haf happen 2yr ag0...
ii sld be fair t0 him...
yeapp indeed..ii sld nt bring the past int0 mai present nw...
jus wanna tell him
8 w0rd, 3 letter 1 meaning
I LOVE YOU!
7:00 AM笨蛋爱傻瓜Y
Friday, September 4, 2009 @
eee singtel c0nnecti0n reali sux lyk hell...
actly there iish n0 pr0blem wif bl0gger..
it the c0nnecti0n!!
when ii at hm using mai starhub c0nnecti0n dere iish n0 pr0blem
but when ii was at bee hse the whole ting g0ne hay wire...
=.=
argh...
nvm...
at least t0dae i'm in gd m00d :D
ii pass mai BASIC THE0RY TEST wh00ts~
as well as frm 14 step ii start wk ler...
gd news happen all at 0nce t0dae~~
:D
hmm ltd g0ing cycling wif
bee,ah di,huimin n c0. again :D
update m0re when tis t00pid singtel tingy s0lve...
but tink it inp0ssible...
0kie jus cme bck frm mai cycling...
0verall 0nli a w0rd ii can sae which iish TIRE~
hmmm nt tt fun lyk last wk...
nw wh0le b0dy lyk lime s0 s0ur...
tink ii st0p here barhx
the c9nnecti0n still gt pr0blem...
7:04 PM笨蛋爱傻瓜Y
Tuesday, September 1, 2009 @
t0dae went f0r mai interview...
waiting f0r reply h0pe iish a gd reply :D
hmm t0dae iish mi n bf's de 2nd anniversary
but due t0 0ur financial pr0blem we din reali celebrate 0r br0ught each 0ther gift..
faster get a j0b ):
9:59 PM笨蛋爱傻瓜Y
