给我你全部的爱和关怀好吗？

ii believe the meaning 0f
Every h0useh0ld has his own difficulties.
0r it mean
家家有本难念的经 (jia jia y0u ben nan nian de jing)

can ani1 tell mi wad i'm facing each dae @ bf's hse ii can use tis w0rd t0 apply 0n it?
hmm n0?
s0 far...
all his family iish 0kie
EXCEPT
0f that veri 2 particular pers0n which iish nt veri nice f0r mi t0 sae it here...
ppl hu n0e it
well...
(it nth special if ue reali n0e)
it nt a h0urn0r ting t0 let ppl n0e..
but ii jus nid a listening ear!!
tt all!!
hw ii h0pe y0shi iish mai 0wn d0g...
ii mean will be staying wif us all the wai
c0s he bel0ng t0 mai sis ):
he the 0nli living thing ii trust in tis w0rld...
haiish but he iish leaving mi...
ue n0e wad?
recently was reali veri suay
indeed iish sibei suay till t0 the extent
ii feel lyk mai life sld end HERE
i'm super duper tuper br0ke nw~
ii nid al0t al0t 0f $
f0r mi t0 actly g0 sum place 0ut 0f tis tiny island
t0 f0rget th0se thing tt th0se fcker did?
well...it jus a fat h0pe...
nah...
can 0nli happen every nite in mai dream but wun cme true...
ue see y ii was s0 freaking fed up?
becme ii was disapp0inted tt y bf actly haf tis
s0 PCB cum fcking RUBE br0...
ii n0e ii cant blame a 10yr 0ld kid f0r being rude aftall
he iish still y0ung
but ue c
he iish jus sp0ilt!
t0dae...
was actly veri angry b0ut the thing happen ytd but den
aft the misunderstanding was sl0ve thing went bck t0 n0rmal...
went t0 wtach harry p0tter wif bf,k0rk0r n his gf amanda..
everything went sm00tly
afttt went t0 meet bf c0ursin ah di n ziwen
nth t0 d0 s0 they plan t0 cme bf hse n slack
s0 the 4 0f us l0ck 0urself up in bf rm...
chatting happily until tis bl00dy rude b0i
banging n kn0cking the rm wanted t0 cme in but we refuse...
we c0ntinue 0ur chat as usual
den suddenly
he used a key 0pen up bf rm n cme in himself?
wtf rite?
was damn damn pissed 0ff...
haiish but wad can ii d0...
i'm alwai a 0utsided if ii t0ld ppl abt mai feeling
wad ii gt frm dem iish jus
T0LERATE
but hw l0ng can ii t0lerate?
Ahhhhh~
Life jus seem s0 sux if thing dun g0 sm00tly
tis c0ncept apply t0 mi everydae
yes iish
EVERYDAY!

ii reali tire f0r tis relati0ship ler...
ii n0e ue did all wai t0 stratify ting ii wanted..
but ue will nve stratify mi wif ur attitude...
ue wun be rude t0 mi ii n0e... ue r a gif n tak pers0n..
but dun ue n0e? ue alwai ctr8 tr0uble f0r mi?
ii reali gt al0t 0f mine 0wn pr0blem t0 tink abt...
mai 0nli balance left ii gif it all t0 ue jus scare tt ue dun haf enuff t0 eat..
but due t0 ur carelessness...
ue reali cause al0t 0f thing f0r mi...
wad sld ii d0?
can blame ue rite?
ii can 0nli blame myself
f0r kip trusting ue ended up
ii get myself hurt lyk wad...
ii n0e ii nt a gd gf...
ii nt a gf tt will be gentle t0 ue understanding wad ue wan..
ii luv ue n it real...
tt y every little thing ue did t0 mi ii felt lyk
the w0rld iish ending...
ii can sae easily tt ii can ch00se t0 leave ue..
mai s0ul, mai b0dy,mai everything
can leave ue
except f0r mai heart n mind will alwai be ur...
ii jus dun understand?
y when a relati0nship g0es thr0ugh
s0 much rain n shine
aft all it still s0 fragile...

RAMDOM POSE~

Ta-rah.. Recently nth t0 d0 @ hm n 0s0 due t0 mai current hair
I DUN DARE G0 0UT!!

t00k sum pic dae ag0 shall p0st it nw (:
enj0y...

his the man ii luv (:

tt tym t00k last train hm
train seem s0 empty xD

mai new hairstyle..
dun dare t0 sh0w mai face =.=

narhx..
dare t0 sh0w le
c0s tis pic seem blur xD

mi n shuhui (sec sch fren)
0h mai tian~ tis pic ii
l00k s0 "CHUI"

mi n bf's

c carefully
mai y0shi s0 p00r thing
mai k0r still l00k s0 happi =.="

lastly~
mai y0shi n0e hw t0 shake hand le~
:D
s0 cute narhx
luv him..

t0dae went t0 mai hse dwstair f0r a haircut
result ended up =.="
dun0 hw t0 sae...
awww...
tell tt pers0n hu help mi cut mai hair de t0 cut mai hair layer n thinner c0s mai hair to0 thick
wtf aft finish cutting ii realise mai hair lyk few cm sh0rter
T_T
y ii intented t0 cut?
thx t0 ue guy (ue n0e hu ii referring t0)
kip giving mi a nick lyk li0n head arh, li0n arh..n s0 0n

make mi du lan g0 cut =.="
awww
ii damn regret lah can?
bf 0s0 went cut hair but den the result 0s0 :X
he at first wanted t0 g0 h0ugang dere t0 cut all the wai frm mai hse
but den we meeting mai fren @ 4.30pm
the tym iish lyk quite pack..
s0 kip saik0 him cut @ mai hse dwstair l0ls...
lyk bef0re n after n0 different ehs =.="
sry bee bee l0ls ):
h0pe ur hair n mai hair grew bck t0 the 0riginal fast fast
*wink wink*

g0sh i'm j0bless nw!!
and i'm quit regret f0r the harsh desici0n made...
but b0 bian the j0b itself 0s0 sux :X
find a qu0te tt r quite meaningful...
l0ls maybe nxt tym when ii find an0ther j0b ler n meet the same
type 0f fcking b0sses again ii sld tell myself tis?

We should be taught not to wait for inspiration to start a thing.
Action always generates inspiration. Inspiration seldom generates action.

l0ls isn't it meaningful?
haiya ii desp0 f0r j0b nw sia...
helppppp~
):

hell0!
qutie a l0t 0f thing t0 update actly but due t0 mai
"sh0rt term mem0ry"
shall p0st th0se tt ii can REM :X
l0ls...
hmm 2 dae ag0 ii spend all mai saving jus t0 get a lapt0p
l0ls..
c0s mai deskt0p reali make mai life sh0rten dun0 hw much n0rhx..
den ytd [10.07.2009]
went alm0st lyk ard the w0rld singap0re t0 find j0b wtf...
den all pay sux lyk wad...
:X
l0ls..
all the wai frm m0rning t0 nitex
damn tire n0rhx...
as f0r t0dae..
went tgt wif hubby t0 tak 0ur basic evaluati0n
wh00t h00t~
ii pass~
sc0re 70/70
^^v
happi bt well still gt mai BTT as well as FTT
s0 still mus wk hard..
gambateh!
tink gt al0t ii din update but nvetheless
will try t0 update m0re abt t0dae event
meeting zilin n hubby c0ursin n co.
dun0 whr r we g0ing ltd O.o

t0dae p0st will be m0stly picture p0st
h0pe wun b0red ur reader up l0ls

basically i'm already resigned frm mai wk

t00k al0t 0f pic wif mai c0lleagues..(: