Dear reader...
c0uld ani 0ne teach mi hw t0 built c0nfident?
hence,
ii can sae mai percentage 0f c0nfident f0r myself iish alm0st "ZER0"
aft the incident happen 0n valentine's dae since den
ii kip paran0id here n dere n having nitemare...
ii dun0 yiish tis happen s0?
Franky speaking hubby iish mai l0nger relati0nship?
n he iish alwai t0lerating mi..but as a gf i'm still alwai
piss him 0ff...i'm s0rry...
the luv ii haf f0r ue gr0w deep,deeper and deeply day by day..
until t0 the extent ii dun0 ii am livingf0r ue 0r f0r myself...
ii n0e ii am nt a gd gf,nice l00king gf,p0sitive thinking gf,p0lite gf...
BUT!
ii ensure ue ii am a faithful gf
jus as wad ppl alwai sae g0d create/gave
every human being life t0 be b0rn as
different pers0nailty,different status
sum ppl may b0rn in a wealthy/p00r family
but wad ever it iish every 1 iish different...
but f0r mai case...
hubby ii n0e ii alwai sh0w ue temper,unreas0nable,nt understanding t0ward ue
BUT!
ii will change tt all jus f0r ue in a wai t0 ur likeness...
ii dun wanna l0se ue...
regradless the dream ii had iish real 0r nt
ii will still wan ue as mai hubby even t0 0ne 0f tis dae ue t0ld mi ue hate mi 0r
ue dun luv mi anim0re...
i'm afraid ue n linbei will frm fren bec0me wad happening in mai dream
but ii jus dun wan t0 l0st a gd fren lyk her n a gd bf lyk ue..
ii may be selfish @tym but ii jus dun lyk mai bf t0...
haiish...
ii hate the dream ii had...
ii hate myself frm nt believing reality but t0 believe mai d0ubt
ii dun0 0r dun haf the gut t0 think ii will ever haf mai c0nfident bck f0r
hubby le...
i'm afraid ii will 0nce be hurt again by guy...
hubby can pr0mise mi ue will sh0wer mi wif all ur luv marhx?
can pr0mise ue w0uld make mi smile instead 0f tearing f0r ue marhx?
hubby can ue pr0mise i'm ur 0nli 1 marhx?
haiish let fate decide barhx...
ii haf a bad life t0 began wif...
well f0rgif n f0get
it easy t0 sae s0 it hard t0 d0 s0 d0 ue agree?
but if ue reali luv sum1 deelpy ue will d0 anithing ue urself wun believe in...
jus by f0rgiving...
hubby ue'r the 0nli MAN 0n earth ii luv
ii pr0mise ue ii w0uld change f0r ue de
as well as anithing ue dislike mi t0 d0 ii will 0bey ue.
deal!(:
f0r 0ur happiness we b0th mus learn t0
understand each 0ther kay?
BEE BEE
w0 men yi qi nu li barhx..
yin wei w0 ai ni...(:
MUACKZ!
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picture time
hubby
(n0rhx he iish the man ii luv m0st)
isn'the hands0me? (:
roses frm hubby 0n valentine
but recieve a m0st surprising present aft tis ):
kinda hate tis r0se due t0 wad happen 0n tt dae
but it still frm hubby mus lyk it =\
