Dear reader...
c0uld ani 0ne teach mi hw t0 built c0nfident?
hence,
ii can sae mai percentage 0f c0nfident f0r myself iish alm0st "ZER0"
aft the incident happen 0n valentine's dae since den
ii kip paran0id here n dere n having nitemare...
ii dun0 yiish tis happen s0?
Franky speaking hubby iish mai l0nger relati0nship?
n he iish alwai t0lerating mi..but as a gf i'm still alwai
piss him 0ff...i'm s0rry...
the luv ii haf f0r ue gr0w deep,deeper and deeply day by day..
until t0 the extent ii dun0 ii am livingf0r ue 0r f0r myself...
ii n0e ii am nt a gd gf,nice l00king gf,p0sitive thinking gf,p0lite gf...
BUT!
ii ensure ue ii am a faithful gf
jus as wad ppl alwai sae g0d create/gave
every human being life t0 be b0rn as
different pers0nailty,different status
sum ppl may b0rn in a wealthy/p00r family
but wad ever it iish every 1 iish different...
but f0r mai case...
hubby ii n0e ii alwai sh0w ue temper,unreas0nable,nt understanding t0ward ue
BUT!
ii will change tt all jus f0r ue in a wai t0 ur likeness...
ii dun wanna l0se ue...
regradless the dream ii had iish real 0r nt
ii will still wan ue as mai hubby even t0 0ne 0f tis dae ue t0ld mi ue hate mi 0r
ue dun luv mi anim0re...
i'm afraid ue n linbei will frm fren bec0me wad happening in mai dream
but ii jus dun wan t0 l0st a gd fren lyk her n a gd bf lyk ue..
ii may be selfish @tym but ii jus dun lyk mai bf t0...
haiish...
ii hate the dream ii had...
ii hate myself frm nt believing reality but t0 believe mai d0ubt
ii dun0 0r dun haf the gut t0 think ii will ever haf mai c0nfident bck f0r
hubby le...
i'm afraid ii will 0nce be hurt again by guy...
hubby can pr0mise mi ue will sh0wer mi wif all ur luv marhx?
can pr0mise ue w0uld make mi smile instead 0f tearing f0r ue marhx?
hubby can ue pr0mise i'm ur 0nli 1 marhx?
haiish let fate decide barhx...
ii haf a bad life t0 began wif...
well f0rgif n f0get
it easy t0 sae s0 it hard t0 d0 s0 d0 ue agree?
but if ue reali luv sum1 deelpy ue will d0 anithing ue urself wun believe in...
jus by f0rgiving...
hubby ue'r the 0nli MAN 0n earth ii luv
ii pr0mise ue ii w0uld change f0r ue de
as well as anithing ue dislike mi t0 d0 ii will 0bey ue.
deal!(:
f0r 0ur happiness we b0th mus learn t0
understand each 0ther kay?
BEE BEE
w0 men yi qi nu li barhx..
yin wei w0 ai ni...(:
MUACKZ!
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picture time
hubby
(n0rhx he iish the man ii luv m0st)
isn'the hands0me? (:
roses frm hubby 0n valentine
but recieve a m0st surprising present aft tis ):
kinda hate tis r0se due t0 wad happen 0n tt dae
but it still frm hubby mus lyk it =\
1:13 PM笨蛋爱傻瓜Y
Sunday, February 15, 2009 @
tis yr valentine's dae fcking sux
ii dun wanna haf a valentine in future anim0re...
lyk last yr ii recieve r0se frm hubby but well
tis year ii recieve additional surprising frm hubby
THANK H0R!
haiish ii cant believe he did smth lyk tis t0 mi...
ii din did smth wr0ng t0 him but den he did this t0 mi ):
he sms mai cl0se fren lin bei happi valentine dae...
well ii n0e sms in a fren d0esn't mean anithing sum m0re she 0s0 mai cl0se fren
but wad ii wad angry n sad abt iish ii ben kept in the dark...
i'm his galfren leh...
he din send mi a sms whishing mi happi valentine dae suan le c0s in real life
he did sae t0 mi but wad the purp0se?
he use t0 del linbei hp num INFR0NT 0f mi
but hell did he get her num again?
he t0ld mi fr0m his sim c0ntract...
guy 0r gal let mi ask ue...
if ue 0nce p0rmise ur partner tt ue w0uld sms 0ther gal/guy
0r even reply t0 ani 0pp sex de sms
but he did it behind ur back hw w0uld ue feel?
0r let sae hw w0uld ue react?
ii cry fr0m 8.30pm t0 1.30am ytd
mai eye swall0n lyk fishball nw...
well mai reacti0n s0 big was
I CARE F0R UE,I L0VE UE, I'M SELFISH
ii dun wan hubby ue t0 sms 0ther gal even ur cl0se female fren 0r mine
iish jus lyk ue dun lyk mi flirt t0 0the guy 0t they flirt mi rite?
ii gif ue freed0m 0s0 s0 ue d0...but the freed0m ue gif mi
ii din did smth betray ue...
ue ask all mai fren did ii ever g0 clubbing bef0re?
even they ji0 mi g0 ii gt g0?
N0!
y?!c0s ii gt ue in mai heart le...
haiish but wad the p0int nw...
valentine dae a mem0rable dae f0r mi
14.02.09 iish a w0rse valentine ii had in mai life...
all thx t0 ue...
ii w0uld nt g0 further m0re int0 tis matter...
as hubby haf already explain t0 mi
jus h0pe ii haf a brain wash
n j0lly well f0rget everything ii 0nce haf...
ARRRR~
ii hate mai life nw...
ii had n0 c0nfident, n0 l00k, n0 figure
haiish h0pe gt ppl sp0ns0r mi g0 plastic surgery
c0s ii dun wish t0 carry 0n living with tis l00k anim0re...!!
life sux...
4:32 PM笨蛋爱傻瓜Y
Monday, February 9, 2009 @
as pr0mise peel here iish mai pic f0r mai new hammi~ :D
sat [7.2.09]
br0ught mai ah san [female hamster] frm serang00n there..
f0r $7.50 by rite $10 [same price as ah pui] den gt simi 25% 0ff!!
l0ls hamster 0s0 gt 0ffer de l0ls =.=
but nve the less 0ut 0f s0 mani hammie ii ch00se this little ah san princess f0r mai ah pui as wife..
L0ls~
0kie aft buy le ah san ii rem ah pui cage l00k veri pathetic c0s
he iish s0 fat n huge yet his cage iish sum cage t0 put the fish de n veri small..
he can 0nli walk rite n left but cnt up n d0wn..
=.=
s0 ii br0ught tis cage f0r ah pui n ah san :D
sun [8.2.09]
rush hm t0 c ah pui
n wanted t0 c hw ah pui n ah san reacti0n when ii put den in the same cage tgt..
as wad ii th0ught they fite sia!
but ah san iish female s0 veri gentle she kip screming in hamster language...
ah pui t0t ah san iish male he intenti0n was:
ah pui:"ii dun wan stay wif a guy!!i'm nt a gay!"
l0ls
ii see ah san s0 ke lian kena treaten lyk guy ii g0 seperate dem
si ah pui bite mi =.=
but aft tt ah pui realise ah san iish gal he kip rape her!
WAHHAHA!
(: s00n they plae wif wach 0ther n0rhx~
midnitex...
wanted t0 slp but scare ah pui bite ah san when we nt l00king s0 put
them in mai rm...
middle 0f the nitex ii fallen aslp le
ah san kip screaming ii scare ah pui buwee her
ii wake up n see
wad the hack r they d0ing?
they slpin tgt in the same apartment nia wad there t0 scream
guy...
dun think wr0ngly h0r..
iish c0s the hse iish quite small n ah pui quite fat think ah san n0 space t0 slp
l0ls~..
k luh end 0f st0ry between tis 2 gua...
h0pe they faster breed :X
tata~
Ah pui n ah san hm...
Dun sia0 sia0 h0r
2 st0rey de ang m0 chu :X
ah pui :D
ah san slping >.<>
ah san s0 cute >.<
>.<
S0 sweet ii jeal0us >.<
12:49 PM笨蛋爱傻瓜Y
Saturday, February 7, 2009 @
whee ytd n t0dae ii br0ught tw0 hammi :D
1 c0r ah puh 1 c0r ah s0n (fat n slim in h0kkien)
:X s0 cute sia =.=
0kie ii 0wn up tt ii d0 lyk animal al0t 0kie?
l0ls
hmmm...ii wan a lappy fast lah
mai c0m n hubby de b0th crash wth...
damn suay...
well nth specaially t0 p0st recently al0t 0f thing happen between
mi n hubby dun feel lyk menti0ning it again..
well jiu p0st da0 zhen li mai hammi pic
will p0st it s00n by m0n c0s
aft m0n n0 c0m t0 use again haiish ):
4:51 PM笨蛋爱傻瓜Y
