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HAPPY CYN IN ADVANCE!:D

eek~tis yr ang ba0 sure 50% lesses as c0mpare t0 last yr ler
c0s 0f the crisis ._.
AND MAI ATTACHMENT ENDING S00N!
headache ab0ut mai expenses T_T
n0 inc0me lia0 mus find a j0b s00000n
t0dae [24.01.09]
n0 $ s0 @ hubby hse d0wnstair walk here n dere
ke lian zh0u b0...
tml g0na g0 bck hm f0r reuni0n dinner @ mai hse n hubby de hse luh
O.O..ii getting fatter n fatter dae by dae luh~
mus jian fei aft new yr lia0 if nt hubby 0s0 dun wan mi luh.
Mondae n tuedae Chu yi chu er g0ing
relatives hse bia nian luh n whee~
3 m0re dae!!
i'm leaving hell~~
den nxt wk can dye hair lia0 l0~~
whee whee whee~~
i'm g0ing t0 change myself in yr 2009!
ii mean wad ii sae 0kie!
feb 2 bring hubby t0 mai c0mpany t0 eat buffer xD
h0pe can find a j0b asap..
intr0 pls if ue n0e there iish a j0b l00king f0r ppl :X
ii g0na wk hard earn hard :X
c0s ii wan study PRIVATE P0LY~
:D
wan earn al0t al0t mai parent cnt gif mi happiness
even wif 0r w/0 $ s0 nw i'm
striking f0r mai 0wn happiness wif mai b0th hand
:D
GAMBATEH SERENE as well as all here fren~

I'M LEAVING HELL S00N!!
attachment ending l0r~l0ls (: hmmm
sry 0f the delay p0st mai c0mputer 0ffically death!!
T-T aniwai~
todae [18.01.2009]
when bugis wif hubby den aft that t0 exp0 t0 get 0ur new year cl0th...
spend hubby al0t 0f $ feel pretty bad
haiish...
if ii din g0 t0 l0nd0n weight f0r mai slimming sessi0n then ii wun br0ke nw ler...
sry hubby...
recently ii 0s0 find myself veri attitude pr0blem...
c0s think here think that...
hw ii h0pe i'm still nt a gr0w up child...
I JUST HATE BEING 18 LAHH!!
alth0ught al0t 0f thing ue can d0 but well
everything c0st $ .__.
actually ii find that hubby shouldn't be wif mi...
he dun seem happi...
well indeed..
i'm jus a s0 fuck up gf!!
c0s 0f mai past ii cant believe myself....
peep his dairy by accidentally
c0s intent t0 learn hw t0 make pineapple tart frm his mum den searching f0r paper t0 n0te d0wn
f0und tis s0 c0r diary 0n his desk t0t was jus paper f0r mi
t0 write saw the thing he wr0te inside...
abt he n his ex...
haiish...
ii felt his ex-gf s0 blessed...
gt ppl write daily diary t0 remind himself wad he did t0 her n wad they did tgt..
felt extremely jeal0us nw aft reading it...
ii n0e i'm nt a g00d gf?
0r s0 c0r idi0tic/ann0ying gf?
ii n0e that was a past between ue n her...
but wad ii seen ue did in the past n nw iish such a big different haiish
felt lyk crying nw haiish...
LIFE SUX isn't bitch?
ue may sae ii ask al0t frm him ue can sae he already a gd bf...
BUT!
d0 ue actually 0r let sae t0tally accept sum1 wif a rebellious family backgd
t0 suit sum1 lyk him?
i'm pretty c0nfuse nw...
hell!
ii gt m00dy jus 0f a 0ld diary...
but i'm jus s0 jeal0us ue understand?
ii nid sum sh0udler nw!!
ii hate mai life narhx~
g0d r s0 unfair...
he make mi l0nely w/0 fren
he make mi b0rn wif tis family...
he make mi haf tis type 0f attitude...
he make mi suffer
he make mi feel 0f leaving tis w0rld yet i'm still here...
haiish ii jus nid sum brain washing~

iish she still in ur heart?
n0 0ne n0e....